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我会说,一定要坚强,即使踏着自己的尸体,也要把灵魂高举上天。

没有仓鼠的我的家---年轻之殇,年轻至上

此消彼长 潮起潮落 花开花败 两生相息 念过的,未来的,终于还是逃不过 ——天使死了

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我心情好多了
 

Windows Media Player

真的还有人来这里看我?

惊讶地看到还有人来这里看我,还有人给我留言,我已经不太会用这里,太多的改动和变化
 
一年以前它记录了我的悲伤,一年之后它却让我感到好亲切
 
谢谢每一个来看我的人,曾经在我生命里参与过一部分的人们,不论我们现在是否仍然熟识,那只是由于我的懒惰没有认真和你们保持联系
 
能写点什么呢?仿佛回到了很久以前
 
那时候我仍然无忧无虑
 
现在已经不能回头。

Fine

My fine is...£200

This is fun to do. Just read the 'offence' and if you've done it, you owe that fine.

You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.

NOTE fines to be added once, not for how ever many times you have done it.


Smoked weed -- £10

Did acid or pills -- £5

Ever had sex at church -- £25

Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- £40

Had sex with someone on MySpace/Facebook/Bebo etc -- £25

Had sex for money -- £100

Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- £20

Vandalized something -- £20

Had sex on your parents' bed -- £10

Beat up someone -- £20

Been jumped -- £10

Cross dressed -- £10

Given money to stripper -- £25

Been in love with a stripper -- £20

Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- £0.10

Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- £15

Ever drive and drank -- £20

Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- £50

Used toys while having sex -- £30

Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- £20

Went skinny dipping -- £5

Had sex in a pool -- £20

Kissed someone of the same sex -- £10

Had sex with someone of the same sex -- £20

Cheated on your significant other -- £10

Masturbated -- £10

Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- £20

Done oral -- £5

Got oral -- £5

Done / got oral in a vehicle while it was moving -- £25

Stole something -- £10

Had sex with someone in jail -- £25

Made a nasty home video or took pictures -- £15

Had a threesome -- £50

Had sex in public -- £20

Been in the same room while someone was having sex --£25

Stole something worth over more than a hundred quid-- £20

Had sex with someone 10 years older -- £20

Had sex with someone under the age accepted by rule of thumb (half your age plus 7) -- £25

Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- £50

Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- £25

Went streaking -- £5

Went streaking in broad daylight -- £15

Been arrested -- £5

Spent time in jail -- £15

Pissed in the pool -- £0.50

Played spin the bottle -- £5

Done something you regret -- £20

Had sex with your best friend -- £20

Had sex with someone you work with at work -- £25

Had anal sex -- £80

Lied to your mate -- £5

Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- £25

Tally it up and title it: "My Fine Is..." copy and paste, then repost as a new bulletin

测试

选出自己中意的每个题号后面的答案,然后看评论里的分析
 
 
一个1(A少女、B年轻女子、C中年女子)怀孕了。却不知道孩子的父亲是谁。
 她实在是太无助了,只好找2(A好友、B亲戚、C前男友、D上司)求助,
可他说自己正在训斥3(A助手B清洁工C新下属D快递员),叫她晚点过来。
  
放下电话,女人只好努力回忆,她想起最近唯一没做安全措施的那次,是在4(A酒吧B大街上C酒店D家里)喝得烂醉之后,和一个刚认识的男人。
两个人还在家因为动作太过激烈而弄坏了5(A家电B衣柜C沙发),
后来她才知道他事先在酒中放了6 (A迷幻药B催情药)。
  
第二天醒来时,她发现他已经走了,
还在床边发现了他7(A红色B白色C黑色D黄色)的留言条,上面有他的联系方式。
  
女人找出了藏在8(A衣柜里 B床褥下C相架后D书本里E饼干筒里)的留言条,
按照号码打过去,对面传来“这里是国家艾滋病预防检测中心,咨询请拨9”的语音,她觉得整个世界突然黑了下来

洋葱

五一很快就到了,周围的男女老少争相远走高飞,
留我一人在没水没电的教学楼里念着お汁粉は どうですか。
 
可是忽然之间,
在午后阳光照耀下的教室里,
在只有十多个人的小课堂里,
有一种淡淡的温馨萦绕在每一个人中间了。
念着有韵味的日语,看着窗外轻风吹过爬山虎藤,
宽大的裙摆拂过地面,一切都预示着冬天真的,已经过去了。

今日

Hello everyone, and I’m very glad to be here with so many people. My name is Selma Yian, 闫欢。And I think there is one word which can properly describe myself, that is: contradiction. Why? First let’s see my Chinese name, 闫欢。The family name is Yian, which means serious; and my given name is 欢,which means happy and active. Well so I’m both serious and active at the same time. Also I think I’m a combination of dog and vampire. Do not be surprised, I call my self dog because I’m active and full of energy at the day time, meanwhile I’m also very faithful towards my friends and all the thing that I pay efforts to. In a word, I’m like an enthusiastic dog at the day time. But when there is no sunshine any more, I will turn into the character of vampire. That doesn’t mean I like drinking blood or I’m so cruel or something. It’s just I will become very sensitive and calm in the evening, and my minds will spreads to a lot of directions which I didn’t notice at the day time.

Ok that’s enough of me, I’m Selma Yian, thanks for watching~

 

以上为今日之自我介绍,本来想做中英文的,结果发现要是中文的话,大号字体的句子翻译过来就是:我是狗与吸血鬼的结合体——怎么听都不对劲,干脆就quit掉了

 

中午回家化妆,发现。。。还挺好玩的,虽然我连腮红都没有,还有某人的无敌睫毛膏,害我用乳液、隐形眼睛液还有卸妆油卸了4次才基本搞定,眼睛基本瞎了

 

最近的日子里睡眠奇缺,干劲奇缺,体力奇缺,继续感冒,继续咽炎,夜半咳嗽等等一系列不能的事。

 

不过还好,前几天一件压在心上一年多的事情顺利解决了,总算稍微轻松一点,不用再夜里做噩梦了。。。不过我又发现变成熟还真是一件又好又不好的事情。。。大家能成熟还是尽量成熟吧,我除外。。。

。。。需要。。。励志。。。

也许只是生理抑郁。。。吧
 
没什么,大家都来怪我吧,玩命怪吧,恨我讨厌我唾骂我摒弃我吧
很讨厌自己,有你们狠狠地讨厌我的话,我也许还不至于讨厌自己到自暴自弃的程度
大家都好心帮帮我吧。。。
 
昨天晚上明明很高兴,可还是哭着睡着的。我以为很高兴,长久以来压抑着的一件事终于得到解放了,关了手机又觉得其实反而更让人瞧不起了。。。所以来唾骂我吧,死就死痛快,要输就输到底,我不是开玩笑!!!
 
no one to turn to, they act as goodman only for several hours.

离别

清明的时候,果然天气是低低地阴霾。昨天房东没有回来,夜里一个人睡觉的时候听到“砰”一声,在床上竖着耳朵想了良久,还是决定起来看看是不是有小偷了(俺这个4层的房子在1-5层住户都成功安装外飘铁窗后居然仍然负隅顽抗,佩服得紧)。哆哆嗦嗦从这屋溜达到那屋,看遍了厨房洗手间还是一无所获,相当的纳闷,回床上刚要躺下,赫然发现书架上一本厚厚的某书倒了——哎,黑夜里一点点小动静在单身女孩听来都是触目惊心。
 
本来昨天下午想趁着人少去看看奶奶。快一年了吧,有时候夜里想起您还是会流泪。那天爸爸开车走错了路开到原来奶奶家,于是忽然地就不说话了。我注意到好几次了,爸爸经常半开玩笑地说:现在我们家就剩我和我姐了。他努力想接受这个事实,可是毕竟不好受。我记得,奶奶去世后不久,有一天爸爸说:我的妈妈没有了。那天晚上我哭了好久,为了已经不在身边的奶奶,也为了看似粗线条,什么也不会害怕的爸爸。不知道奶奶在上面怎么样了呢?
 
 
 
 
春天,是分手的季节。“我陪你走过了恶劣的严冬,为什么你却不能和我一起看春暖花开。”

——

你给我一个世界上最安静的地方 好不好
 
听不到 时间飞走的声音
 
看不见 寂寞破碎的尘埃
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
也许是一个美丽的误解:
哈士奇璀璨的天蓝色眼睛是遗传性灼伤
因为它们太久太久地追逐眩目的极光

点点

一点点就好。。。
 
小力量
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Myspace LayoutsGet your quiz at Myspace
 
 
 
是不是只有理智才可以活命
是不是必须为了理智而逼自己

疼啊!

心里疼,手冻得疼,嘴里最疼——我今儿就不该要红烧牛肉饭,吃的时候爽死了,我这辈子还就第一次吃真正的红烧牛肉,怎么那么烂啊怎么那么香啊怎么那么鲜啊怎么那么爽啊。。。我靠,吃完就觉得嘴里的血洞塞了东西——小女子继上上周成功甩掉了2两身体组织(左侧上下智齿,其实也没什么小女子嘴正腔圆的就是听说拔了能瘦脸)后于昨天又勇敢地躺在了牙医椅子上取下了陪伴我2年日日夜夜的可爱小牙,并留下了个歪歪扭扭血里呼拉的创口——原本凹进去的牙床现在变平了,而且有异物感,很是不爽。(你们看这句子的时候爽么?我可是天天看杨鹏长难句的乖孩子,一口气读下来脑子没乱掉的先赞一个吧)本来想着回家用牙签什么的挑出来就好了,结果在染红了3根牙签一根筷子之后我绝望了——除了tm越来越疼,没别的反应。本来上次拔牙第二天就一点也没有感觉了,现在可倒好,右边的下面痛得我不能做表情,说话的时候都隐隐作痛,不知道明天一觉起来会不会挂掉,要是肿了怎么办啊,要是发炎了怎么办啊,我怎么就这么弱呢,我怎么就不能像聪聪一样打了耳洞就去游泳还一点事没有呢。。。。。。神啊,救救我吧!
 
结果今儿晚上零零落落地翻着单词,真tm没干劲,到现在都没怎么开始背呢,复习500个单词花了2小时——我敢再堕落点么?靠靠靠我就靠了,我就发泄了我就懒了我tm就想不背了!!!!又是烦人的im/in开头的破字,一晚上对着逆向思维还都长得差不多的玩意——你有心情全拿下么?!我真就想把电脑摔了然后躺床上睡觉,我真就烦看见自己那张脸,我真就想拿刀架自己脖子上逼自己——吃饱了撑的你还不赶紧背完了完了还跟这墨迹什么呢!!!看别人美以为自己也跟个人似的呢吧,墙上那堆东西都白贴了!计划都白订了!盯不住的话干什么成!别以为这城市多了个人少了个人就跟自己有多大关系了,实话告诉你,真就tm没关系!——靠,血洞啊血洞,你丫感不给我疼了么!!!
 
我告诉你,今儿不给我把这500个词搞定,不许睡!奶奶的,整个周末都颠三倒四的,你丫就作吧,就懒吧,就放纵吧,切
 
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